I say this all the time but I’m actually trying now. I woke up this morning and did a quick work out before I got ready for the day. If I lose weight, awesome. If I don’t, awesome. I think I just need to be in better shape and a little healthier. I’m sick all the time. Every time I turn around I have some new illness. Maybe if I treat my body a little better, this won’t be such a problem.
I woke up this morning and he left me a voicemail around 5 am. He explained that he was waiting for his plane and that he was going back to Afghanistan. He said he wanted to come see me before he left but he didn’t want me to be all sad and mopey on the last day before he left. I love surprises, but this is not the kind of surprise I wanted.
I worked as a secretary at a fence company all summer. I kept asking to be put on a crew to help with the fences because it pays better and the times goes by faster. I didn’t actually know if I would be able to keep up though if they actually put me on a crew.
I’m working for a few days this week and they finally put me on a crew today! I shoveled cement and set posts all morning, and then we cleared out this building the company used to use for a few hours. Jordan and Kyle both told me that they were impressed. I kept up all day! I am so tired and sore, and I’m still cold even though I’ve been home for like 20 minutes, but I don’t even care. I’m so proud of myself.
I haven’t seen my friend Mike in almost two years because he’s a marine. He’s home on leave though before he goes back to Afghanistan. He came over last night and stayed and spent most of the day here hiding with me from my family. We were just driving around and smoking too many cigarettes and going to the park and talking shit and listening to music and being great.
And, I had the best sex last night that I’ve had in a long time. My body is beat to shit today because of it, but I don’t even care. Worth it. He went home to shower and change, and then he’s coming back. Stoked.