I feel like I'm losing friends every time I turn around.
I don’t even know what the fuck I’m doing wrong. I’m putting the effort in. I just feel like the friends I’ve had for the last 8 years are all happy with each other and they don’t want me to be a part of that anymore. I don’t know what I’m supposed to do. Tyler has seen me at my worst. If I’ve had a rock bottom, Tyler was with me at breaking point and through the whole messy week that followed. Only now, I feel like he doesn’t even want me to be in his life. Maybe it’s just late and I’m stressed, but it really feels like that.
"You know, when I was a kid, I always thought I'd grow up to be a hero."
When I was little, I was a total Daddy’s girl. I used to watch movies with my dad every night when he would get off work. We watched a lot of westerns, crime movies, generally movies I probably wasn’t old enough to watch. We would both curl up on the couch with a blanket and a bowl of popcorn between us. He would drink a beer and I would drink a lemonade. Butch Cassidy and the Sundance Kid was my favorite. It’s still one of my favorite movies. All of my classes got canceled today except one and I’m using this time to curl up in my bed under a blanket, drink lemonade, and watch old movies.
going to see My Chemical Romance next month. I’m not even a big fan anymore but I used to be a huge fan and I never got to see them play. Now I just have to find someone to take with me. TRISH! COME TO ILLINOIS!