So apparently my computer has a problem with overheating,
which I learned last night when it got really hot, really fast, sounded an alarm that was similar to a fire alarm, and then turned off. Not good. Now, I can’t even make it to the login screen before it freezes. HP is quickly losing my support.
I can't stress enough how much I hate doing laundry.
I don’t want to walk down three flights of stairs, collect my laundry and then go back up the stairs to fold it. It’s been in the dryer for like 3 hours now and I keep procrastinating it because I know it’s going to be awful. I would pay big money for someone else to do it for me.
I need tips! So here’s my problem: I’m bisexual and I’m basically afraid of girls. Even when I see girls that I KNOW are gay, and I think they’re adorable, I’m too afraid to say anything to them. I know how I am when I don’t want someone, so I get scared that they’ll be like that. Any advice on conquering this bullshit?
I just woke up a little bit ago. My cigarettes are missing along with a bottle of wine we know was here when we left last night. I have a giant gash on my knee and my elbow. One of my eyes is incredibly swollen. I have no recollection of coming home last night or how I even made it to bed. I love this place.
My sister and I have opposite schedule’s, so it’s kind of like I live alone. I always hated being alone. I’ve been thinking a lot. I realized that I always tend to be drawn to things that seem desperate or broken or dirty. The things that most people avoid. But, I think it’s because I feel desperate and I feel like I belong with the broken things. I don’t know why. I just know that I’ve been like this for so long, I don’t remember ever feeling any different.
I feel like I should be more upset than this. There’s a bottle of whiskey waiting for me at my favorite house in Rockford tonight. Tomorrow night promises a good time. I guess if I’m going to have a last weekend, this is the way to go.